P and I broke up.
I gained 3 pounds.
Classes are over and I'm bored to shit.
I got on the scale this morning... 130.4 I got down to 126 just 2 weeks ago... This is not okay. None of this is okay.
Are you guys noticing a pattern? Because I am. I get really super motivated, I stick with it for a week or two, maybe even three, then I get cocky and think I have a handle on things, so I ease up a bit... which turns into easing up A LOT.
I have absolutely nothing to do until the 20th of August, and I am going to get to 120.
I will not eat more than 200 calories in one sitting.
I will not eat more than 800 calories per day. (abc?)
I will not find excuses to make it easier.
This is going to be brutal and excruciating and I need to grin and bear it. No excuses.
NO EXCUSES!!!
I'm so sorry about P and the three pounds babe!! I know how you feel about having a handle on things and then suddenly NOT having a handle on things. But I know you can do this! I believe in you! And welcome back btw...
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Scarlet<3
Missed u Red!
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